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The Outside Vs the Inside.

Friday, April 26, 2013 | 11:58 PM | 0 comments

Haven't blogged in awhile..although I had a sudden urge to.
Parents explained to me about scholarships and things yesterday.. and now give me an option to choose if I want to remain in the January Intake for A levels G2 or not. I have until Monday to decide and I am still at a loss.
What about all the friends I have made here?Those I have bonded with over four months?
It may only be four months, but I have already made some real close friendships with those around me.. especially those in my group. These are the people that I cannot live without and they really cheer up my life.
So it's friends against half a year of RM420 per month?
Nah, I wouldn't put it so bluntly.
My dad is right though.. cash doesn't come easy. and of course, going to the July Intake means that I won't have such a long holiday if I enter uni in UK in 2015(IF). Not to mention that I would have more time to prepare for AS. Rui Jin has made her decision. So have many here. And so did I.
Or so I thought...
Weighing out the possibilities, both are just so tempting. But the greatest factor that is influencing my decision is ... those around me. Lecturers and coursemates alike.
I want to do the right thing. I do not want to regret this.God I need you.
Please tell me what to do..
It will definitely not be the same if I go to the July intake.. the feeling is different.
What do I do?...

God I'm calling you RIGHT NOW.

Jeremiah 33:3

Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.